If you're a rainbows and butterflies kinda person, you're gonna want to skip this first part...
Let me tell you a very true and very sad story; I have never had a New Year's Eve that didn't disappoint me.
That's right, I said it... New Year's never seems to live up the hype. It's supposed to be a carefree, sparkly, adventurous night that is all about letting go, looking stunning and all the mystery and hope that a new year brings. In the past twenty-two years, I've never once looked back and said, "Yeah, THAT was an awesome New Year's Eve." There's been babysitting, breakups, being broke, distance, or just plain nights gone wrong to blame for that... on different occasions of course. I've never had a real New Year's kiss for heaven's sake! Blah blah blah... complain complain.
Bottom line: I'm aching for a New Year's Eve that doesn't let me down. I want to have the New Year's Eve where you eat and drink and laugh (and look great too, if it's not too much to ask). I want the one where you kiss someone at midnight (and it's not your best friend because you're both pathetic). I want to breath it all in and welcome a brand spanking new year with joy. I haven't given up hope. I'm in pursuit of the perfect New Year's Eve.
This year looks like it might break the streak. For starters, I've finally got someone to kiss. I feel the need to pause here and give NYE a little bit of credit. Tonight, as I did my shower thinking I realized that exactly three years ago on New Year's Eve (while I was having yet another disastrous night) a Jake that I didn't know yet was at a party in San Jose with a mutual friend named Ann. I'm going to skip over the part where Jake was hitting on Ann to tell you that she, being moved by the Lord in a simply miraculous way, said something along the lines of "Jake, I know the perfect girl for you." And she did. She spent her New Year's Eve telling Jake all about me, and a couple weeks later, she brought him down to SoCal to meet me. We've been inseparable ever since. Even though I didn't know it then, I guess that New Year's Eve was the best one of my life.
But back to this one...
I'm playing a little game this year. We're at Jake's parent's house for the holiday and some family and friends are coming over to celebrate. They have been planning steak and crab and card games. So, I decided to take on the task of decorating! I've seen so many chic ideas on the blog circuit these past few days that I really couldn't resist. To make the challenge a little bit more fun... I had less than 24 hours and I made myself a budget of about $30.
Now, the house looks nice and festive and I'm hoping for the best New Year's Eve yet.
Inspiration struck for some wine glass arrangements. Love them!
I have to say, I'm sad to see 2010 go. It was a big year for us, but I know that 2011 will be awesome too. So cheers to a great year this year and an even better one next year. Happy New Year's Eve... may it live up to the hype!